i dun understand (25th post)

i'm starting to get very tired..
Not tired of anything else but friendship like what mama told me "朋友只要一个对你好对你痴心的就够了。" and this is the truth..
对你好对你痴心的 is not easy to find..
Once you get the wrong friend ur future is consider "ruin"
Dun regret, once you choose this path you will never get ur way back..
NEVER NEVER
Never get back.

Like mama always tell me you need to be careful very careful when you choose your friend.
Be yourself..
You no need to learn or even follow what other people call you to do. (sorry to say) I'm not ur dog neither are you my dog.
So we just have to be ourself..

This feeling is bad..
What happen to me..
i'm very very vey very.... tired..
tired to the max.

I WAN TO BE MYSELF

P.s i hate you hate you ttm i really hate you..