OMG!! EVERYTHING IS OVER! (1st post)

Now tat I'm glad to know tat everything is now over camp over every single thing is over for my holiday except for the prefect camp.

For the past few day i was like thinking should i do this or should i do tat? should i let go or should i still like hold on to it?
Well it seems tat it doesn't matter anymore.
Cause i dun even really wan go think about it.
Once i go think about it. It's like a knife, stabbing u a lot of time. I really can't take the pain.
Really!!
So i choose to give up in everything.
Really to give up everything.
But can i really do it?
Nobody know even me.

ANCO CAMP
Hmm...
Came back around one week from my camp le.
What i wan to do is firstly to thanks my officers(Jershon and Gordon), my senior(Florence and Esther) and my group instructor(Charmaine).
Really thanks a lot.
They took care of me on from the first day of camp till kian leong sir sent me home.
Haha!
Gordon(safety officer) and jershon is the one who make sure i eat medicine.
Before and after every meal.

Gordon(safety officer)
Lent me his jacket for two day so in the night he will have to sleep in a cold and freezing environment without his jacket.
Before i go home i never wash the jacket and return to him.
Feeling so guity :(

Jershon: H
e was the one who follow me to the clinic and hold me and to give me support as i have no strength to even walk a short distance to the clinic.

Oh ya!
Just remember one of the ma'm she looked very fierce but she is very good.
She was the one who use her car to drive me to the clinic.
In the clinic i realized that she is very good.
We have a talk at the clinic.

Florence( my sister)
She was the one who called my parent and sent me to the clinic.
When she saw me lying on the ground and don't even have the strength to talk she cried.

Esther:
She was the one who lent me her leg when one of the officer called me to lie on the groung. she support me and let me rest my head on the ground.

Chamaine(group I/C) :
In my group there was another one who was sick so she have to take care of two people.
Not just us she will have to take care of my whole group (ECHO!!)
But she never grumble, she really took care of me for the two day.
She help me keep my medicine because she scared that i may lost my medicine.
She also make sure i take the medicine.
During meal time she must also make sure that i can take the food that the camp prepare.
Really thank her a lot.

Really thanks to all those people who took care of me.
Hope my officer will see this :)